Said I know
And I know this is hella random
But back when no one was calling me handsome
All the girls liked my friends and I was rapping a lot
But I wasn’t, wasn’t really getting no real attention
And I was still feeling low. Too dark to be cute
But dark enough for the jokes, used jump n***as for no, reason at all
But karma would catch up with me though
We was still getting rides then, I’m talking to and from the show
Always home alone, thinking I was too grown, if I knew now just what I know
Fights when it had got cold, slam a n***a in snow
Stealing chips from store, 1 for 4
Now its 2 for the dollar. Man it’s crazy too see how, how much time as gone
Questioning complexion, my sister was a blessing
Helped me embraced my color, and she was darker than I was
Told me my skin was perfect, the older I get the more the words cut the surface
Scared to speak up I would mumble. Self conscious but
Always disguised as being humble
I be stressing all the time. I ramble a lot
I worry too much, I’m always try to handle a lot
I'm still finding myself. I mean I know who I am
I always did. But its know more to understand
It's getting crazy when you start to become a man
And it’s getting hot, but it feel cold inside
Snow in July
Good all summertime, treat to your bad side baby
Good all summertime, treat to your bad side baby
Good all summertime, treat to your bad side baby
Up late I was trying to be the goat, so I don't have time to count sheep
Stomach empty on a full mattress man all I had to eat was sleep
How ironic man I kept my eyes up so I can dream
Missing meals for a mill ticket. Spent my rent on 4 songs
And damn near gotta deal with them. Missing women
I had feelings for got deal with them. One in particular went to visit
It feel different, I’m up late now, stay on schedule
I’m trying to focus. Tryna change my situation by the solstice
Shorter days, shorter temper. Longer thoughts with emotion
Man I used love the summer. But I this one feel like the coldest
I know the sun gone shine soon. I'll spring up in a minute
She might fall through cause I'm popping. I might fold well I admit it
Cause you know fake love still got some love in it
Snow in July
Good all summertime, treat to your bad side baby
Good all summertime, treat to your bad side
I said know, bad side
Good all summertime, treat to your bad side baby
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine
Said I know the sun gone shine