As a kid around 90's
I use to think elders die first
Till I realize after may 6
My lil bro died damn he was just a young
What's life without what you want? (Huh)
If I what I want turn me into a victim
Don't blame it on me
Blame it on the system
2pac wonder if heaven got a ghetto
He's up there now guess he know better

Sometimes I feel like my blessings have been over delayed
Like when a lady never said yes
Is not like I'm questioning
Oh Lord! You should hear my music and the melody...
Come quick and give me my blessings
Most talent changing destiny
Coz you ain't coming at them
Real quick
Like my dog do to me
I choose my part with you
But when it gets real bad u make wanna side
(uuh)

Maybe it would better if I'd sold my soul to the devil
Ahh.. That ain't cool
I know demons only invite demons
Neither I wanna be broke
Someone should get my message
Is God even listening
I was broke lil back in time
Did use my homei 5ive12 cell to get online
No I ain't tripping
I'd a niqqa back then..
We smoke garri together
The funny part of it is we did use corn
I don't wanna do this no more
Damn
U use to be my homei
Right now you don't know me
But I don't reason shit like that, I grew up to avoid snitches
It seems like a horror movie clitche
Bout time you hmd
Coz I'm bout to get paid
I think I feel what trippe x felt
I was depressed when I'm writing this
I only let you see my teeth
We know life is a lesson
And I'm your teacher
Stop claiming...

I lost a coin on a cold scary night I lost myself trynna find everyone
N***as kill n***as for the pussy these days
If she was a drink I be drunk every day

Don't judge me don't judge me
Everything I do na for survival everything I do na for survival everything I do na for survival (*2)

How can I pray when am hungry how can I smile when am starving
Am from the mud am so dirty
I feel like Jesus the betrayed me
Ama go to hell to see my fam in paradise
I must get the bag to see my mama fucking smile
R I p to playing safe and riding slow slow
If I crash then its what its men