[Intro]
Girl, how I love you, I can't feel myself
This thing, I ain't gon' wish on someone else
Girl, how I love you, I can't feel myself
This thing, I ain't gon' wish on someone else (Sketchmyname)

[Verse 1]
I really hate it when I break your trust
I think about it every single night, it's got me staying up
All these promises that I broken, it's got me feeling fake as fuck
Haven't treated you how I should, and I fucking hate it, but
It's something I can't fix with an apology
I pushed you to the point to where you didn't want to talk to me
Prayin' and prayin' that I can make it better
Honestly, I don't know what I would do if you weren't by my side to rock with me
It's the only thing I've been able to think about
Talking to my homes, I can barely get a sentence out
And I feel guilty even saying that I'm feeling down
'Cause I can only imagine what you've had to deal with now
You don't deserve it, the bond that we had was perfect
I hope you understand I'd never do this shit on purpose
And I'm hoping that maybe I can find a way to help you heal
And if I'm unsuccessful, I'mma hate myself for real (Damn)
I can't express how much I care about you
Flashback a couple years, I wouldn't be here without you
Now I'm crying while I'm writing, I'm sitting right here without you
I'm begging to have you back, I can see you're feeling doubtful
And I can't even blame you
But for all the times we had, I need you to know I'm really thankful
I love you more than anything, more than all this music shit
I hope you can forgive me, I'd love to be with you again
[Interlude: XXXTENTACION]
Well you, you know what it's like to feel for somebody, you know what I'm sayin'? (Mhm)
And when you have this genuine, genuine feeling that you get from somebody
And you get- make that person your source of happiness
Obviously, it becomes, like, they- they become your drug, you get what I'm sayin'?
This girl became, like, my drug

[Verse 2]
Now you with somebody else, girl, you fucking me up
I'm sorry that my love for you just wasn't enough
Man, I tried everything I could to fucking fix this shit
All the time wasted, wish I could forget this shit
But every time I close my eyes, I relive this shit
Thinking how we built together, just for you to end this shit
I wrote the first verse for you, and you started to cry
Telling me you felt bad, but it was all a disguise
'Cause you were seeing that dude before our different issues
And then I left for two weeks, and now he's living with you
And you were playing innocent, you defended it
After all these games, I'll prolly never trust a bitch again
Girl, ever since you left my side, I ain't been feelin' myself
Drinking bottles every day, thought I was healing myself
But this shit isn't working, I cannot deal with myself
And if this pain don't fade away, I'll end up killing myself, fuck!

[Outro]
Girl, how I love you, I can't feel myself
This thing, I ain't gon' wish on someone else
Girl, how I love you, I can't feel myself
This thing, I ain't gon' wish on-
This thing, I ain't gon' wish on-