Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter
'Cause all my life I've been fighting
I never felt a feeling of comfort
All this time I've been hiding
I never had someone to call my own
I'm so used to sharing
And loving never gave me a home
So I'll sit here in the silence

I found peace in your violence
Can't show me there's no point in trying
I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long
And I found peace in your violence
Can't show me there's no point in trying
I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long

I've been quiet so long
I've been quiet so long

Now I'm in need of a savior
But I'm not asking for favors
My whole life I've felt like a burden
I think too much and I hate it
I'm so used to being in the wrong
I'm tired of caring
Loving never gave me a home
I'm at one with the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't show me there's no point in trying
I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long
And I found peace in your violence
Can't show me there's no point in trying
I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long

I've been quiet so long
I've been quiet so long

And I found peace in your violence
Can't show me there's no point in trying
I'm not one, and I've been quiet so long