[Verse 1]
Woke up feeling stressed
Got dressed and I left
New girl in my bed
It’s still middle finger to my ex
Got a toy machine t-shirt
'Cause I thought of you wearing it
I’m up before the birds
4 AM and I'm panicking

[Bridge]
30 in the backseat
Out the window, shooting blanks

That bitch don’t know my name
She just seen my face

I didn’t get lucky
I spend life afraid

I need you to be happy
So I'll take all the blame

[Hook]
You watch me through a screen
Then go behind the scenes
And tell your friends about me so they hate me bеfore we meet
I know if I make it
I’ll still bе the same
So if I end up hating you, then you’re the one to blame

Thousand dollar tattoos
10 dollar pair of shoes
I’m in California laid up
Thinking 'bout when everyday sucked

Playing cards on a marble table
Tokyo hotel, 10 foot windows
Wasting money when I'm unstable
Can't remember what I paid for

[Bridge]
30 in the backseat
Out the window, shooting blanks

That bitch don’t know my name
She just seen my face

I didn’t get lucky
I spend life afraid

I need you to be happy
So I’ll take all the blame

[Hook]
You watch me through a screen
Then go behind the scenes
And tell your friends about me so they hate me before we meet
I know if I make it
I’ll still be the same
So if I end up hating you, then you’re the one to blame

[Verse 2]
Woke up feeling blessed
Old girl in my bed
I missed her like a train, yeah
She’s the best I ever had

It’s hard to play it safe
I dropped out hella fast
I couldn’t relate to all the people in my class

[Hook]
You watch me through a screen
Then go behind the scenes
And tell your friends about me so they hate me before we meet
I know if I make it
I’ll still be the same
So if I end up hating you, then you’re the one to blame