(fuck)
(i woke up again...)

Im in san pablo
Am i happy? not so much
Im pretty sure im bipolar so as such
I've lost all hope for a happy ending
My life? im considering it ending
(uh)

And you wonder what the fuck i do
Well listen up you nosey bitch
And listen close too
Im gonna give you a clue
My most recent purchase was
An old golden rope
I wanna learn how to tie it
Hang it in my room
Its the
Perfect reminder
I ain't worth SHIT

(i just wanna live my life man)

And i got this golden rope up in my room
Come try it out
Come try it out
Come try it out whenever you want to
I'll be waiting for you
I'll be waiting for you
Evеrybody say, you got a lot to be proud of
Been high this whole time, don’t rеalize what I done
Cause when I’m all alone, feel like no one care
Isolate myself and don’t go nowhere
Smoking blunt after blunt, 'til my eyes start burning
Hennessy straight got my chest like a furnace
Drowning frustrations in a ocean of sin
Thinking irrational, I have no emotions
Cold cold world, some might say
Freezing on the snow, brain feel a bit frostbit
Nauseous, don’t know the last time I ate
But I eat these fucking rappers like fucking last steak
On death row, feel like I am
You never know, one day you're here, the next you're gone
So I put it all up in these songs...

And i dont think i need help
I just think i need a bullet to the head
Put me right to bed
A nice happy end

Cause its the downward spiral
Of my life