[Intro: Speaker]
Do you realize if she were the one, it would be me?
You realize that I'm that bitch, right?
'Cause I feel like you don't
[Verse 1]
Backtrackin', I'm back in the city speaking to people I should be leavin' 'lone
It's feel like I ain't never left, but, I ain't ever see a phone call or text
Double check before I send you what I'm thinkin' next
You know that boy blessed, you know that boy stressed
You know he debt free, you know he been in debt
You know he talk to God and got it right, then put it on his flesh
Funny how it cuts deep to get it off his chest
I fake feelings when I make attachments, so
Now my new bitch name got a foreign accent
Sorry, it's what he do, need a Visa, I need a reason notta be in every IG model DM
You askin', huh, "Who is that, is he doing that again?"
I pulled over in traffic, why you overreacting?
Stop going through my phone, you gon' find what you askin'
I know you hate that bitch, I hate her too if you ask me
Low and pretty, we pay attention to city lights
'Till the time pass, tip the hourglass
You never pay attention what you got until it's gone
And, you never notice when it's gone until the bottle smashed
I'm bein' honest for a moment
[Chorus]
I can't see it comin' down my eyes, so I gotta make this song cry
Big blunt rollin' down I-5
Shit, I had to make this song cry
[Verse 2]
I hate it how we only tell the truth over text
Drunk sex, drugged out
We finish and make our way to the couch
To think about mistakes that I make whenever I'm out
Shit, you don't view this house as a home no more
You don't hide it when you speaking in your tone no more
Like fine tooth when you show your thorns
Hate to soak it up
Fuck, when speaking turns feel like terms and agreements, we don't speak enough for it
Maybe it's too much
Yeah, so how you wanna trust? (How you wanna trust?)
When it's the first of what I break in is box full of lies, call my phone made it way more
Way more, way more easier than what it should've
Huh, I never understood it (Understood it)
'Cause when it's all said and done, man who I wanna be
Never even who I really was, just things that I see in me that you don't seem to judge
You don't seem to touch
You don't even check my phone when I leave it up
Scared of what you may see like you ain't seen enough
But stuck around through everything, how we gon' clean this up?
Yesterday was bad, not mad, it could've been worse, shit
I receive more phone calls than I return, shit
I created more hurt women than when they first, uh
Met me, I regret it, I shoulda warned you I'm worse than
Whatever you met in your past, I'm not perfect
But when I'm drowning, I can still see the surface, just work with me, huh
I never said I would do you right
I said when you leave, you would learn from me
I heard through the grapevine that you found love
It's all good, I hope you found trust too, shit
'Cause I ain't the same shit you once knew
[Chorus]
I can't see it comin' down my eyes, so I gotta make this song cry (Song cry)
Big blunt rollin' down I-5 (I-5)
Shit, I had to make this song cry (Song cry)
[Outro: Speaker]
'Cause I'm sick of this shit
You too fucking old to be playin' games like some like a lowlife teenager's boy
And I ain't gonna say he's not that n***a
'Cause I done told everybody you were, but you actin' like a bitch
N***a, it's over with
Lose my fucking number (Lose my fucking number)