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This time I went away
I should've turned and stayed
While I'm grinding, my n***a burn half of himself away
Intensive care
I'm unaware of the situation
Seeing people get at me, it's now an investigation
Knock it off, it's just a rumour
I would've found out sooner
I'm feeling sceptical, my head decays just like a tumour
His girl was choked on the phone
So much I couldn't get
She couldn't string a sentence together, that's when I started to sweat
I wanted to talk but he was sound asleep
I just broke down on the balcony
His mom told me to calm down cuz I was panicking, shaking rapidly
All I said to her was no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no
I need to get back, go see my friend ASAP
He's lying burned, fucked up in a hospital, and I don't know how bad
This ain't my life, I swear it's just rented
This feels so surreal, I'm dreaming or pretending
I'm getting pranked again, that's what this feels like
I can't support my best friend, and that really doesn't feel right
Rolling in a haunted house
With a torch, may need a blouse
I get cold shivers when a white sheet haunts my eyes
I'm feeling far away, spaceship, let's blast away
I guess my heart was will stay, face it
I might be gone today, but tomorrow I'll be back to my basics
Bitches, money and clothes, they don't really phase it
It being me, like not another brat from the TV
Be me, you can't, but feel free, so you'll see that
I'm a little crazy, hah
Mental I swear, it was good to be here
So I'm chilling over there, hahah