[Verse]
My mother taught me look both ways before crossing the road
And I taught myself I can't get hurt if I don't leave my home
Today's perception of beauty is a lie and condescending
It seems like only when you take your own life that everyone starts caring

Anything you want then we'll start
Fire alight from this tree bark
Ever so elegant see stars
Making me bleed from my wrist scars

How I'm feeling is beyond me
Tell me how you're feeling honestly
Rip out the strands from your blonde weave
My head filled with air like my palm tree but-

At least he gets it
Resurrecting infected
My spit is contagious
Dirty mind, I'm so outrageous
Turn the page, it's nameless

Condiments but I name everything I own
Maybe because I'm lost, stupid, numb, dumb and alone

You're all I see and it makes me blind
Thinking about you I lose my mind
Seeing your face, I get butterflies
Need to relax and just realize
You don't care about me and I'm not surprised
Darker days of this sunshine
Fuck this light and this sun rise
Why do I run to you every time? Like–
[Bridge]
Write by myself health is what I focus on
Fuck it, I'm giving up
Where's the shots
I want another one

I think I miss my daddy
'Hey Maz you should be happy'
Thanks for more good now you killed me
Look I'm fine and dandy

[Verse]
I'm just irrelevant don't mind me
Everyone says fuck society
But says you seek attention if you claim to have anxiety

Look–

It's out the question
Some suffer from depression
It pains me to think people say they have it just for attention
When there is people that actually suffer but they will never mention
By lying to your peers, tell me, who are you impressing?
But there's a girl that cries wolf, no one believes her expression
She's sitting there depressed knowing you've got the wrong impression