I hate you now with a finger to you
Wish I had shit on this table for 2
You made me act wreckless with nothing to lose
Please have a nice life you dont have to choose

Why do I love you I dont have a clue
Im still/so obsessed tell me what do I do
You lied to me and then fed the bullshit and just led me on and it never was true like...

Fuck what you did to me
I just had an apiphany
I only just met you and already feel like you should've lived with me

You put a whole in my chest likе woah
You will never know what you destroyеd
I believed all your bullshit
And it just left me mad and annoyed

When you tell me that you miss me
Dont do that
When you say you think about me
Dont do that
When you tell me that you love me
Dont do that
Just
Just
Dont do that
Im sorry if im moody
But i want you need you to need me
As much as i wanted you, you got me caged just free me
Spiraling around your finger yeah you got me that way
I lack faith
Maybe i just love the games that you play
Every i plan to be a builder so that i can build a bridge and get over this quickly you made me feel so small that i wish i was big and you wasn't like ? get a gun and pull the trigger

Sink or swim
?
Im thinking about us
And trust where we've been
I think i hate how you make me nervous
? ridiculous
Anxiety, looking for old pictures

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